The moon is massive and closer now and as I stare at it, I tuck myself into his warm embrace. I should not be here and I know the consequences of my actions but I need this. His hands find my tummy and I shut my eyes. The fingers dig underneath the large jeans button holding what I thought would secure me from this moment. And as the button gets undone, my heart skips and I stop him. I can't be this person that lets her emotions betray her trust. I push and pry myself upwards from the bed and he skillfully spins me underneath him and I avoid his gaze. My body is betraying me but my head is reminding me. That this will not end well at all at all and as he inches closer and kisses me, I stop him and then he goes for my ears and I know I'm in trouble....
All of me wants to stay and just enjoy the rest of the night. I stand and we kiss intensely and passionately and as his hands find my sexy lace bra and unhooks it. I stop him and go to the bathroom and hook it back in place. I was staring at my reflection and didn't say a word. He is watching me and I smile at him, he pulls me back into his warm embrace and I stop him with one hand hugging him and the other acting like a barrier between us.
'Let me go'
'You don't want to', he adds and I know he is right but this is not how I want it.
I grab my bag and smooth out my clothes and unlock the door.
Mrs. Ojora was about to knock and then stopped and stared at me and back at her son behind me. I wanted to enter the ground from shame and guilt, she on the other hand almost hugged me. Her smile implied she assumed we have gone all the way and she hugged me to show her approval. I wanted to ask her there and then to invest in my business that needs funds but just smiled.
'You two do not need to go with US', she was referring to Ajoke and herself.
Looking as guilty as ever, I stare back at Daniel missing his shirt and his unbuckled trousers and almost hide my face. He quickly grabs his shirt and buckles up.
'We will be out shortly', Daniel adds and pulls me back in and shuts the door.
'Stay'
His words sound like he was saying... Since mum and your best friend suspects we have done it, let's just do it.
I could not look at him and then he closed the gap between us and I grab the door handle.
'i can't stay'
'Alright, but I'm taking you home'
Home was cold and empty and he asks if he can come in. I body and let him in and my heart beats irregularly and y head spins. I am in a Total Eclipse Mode and completely lost in lust...
What am I going to do?
**"ADE'S JOURNAL", Season 3, Episode 44**
*"ADE'S JOURNAL", 43, COPYRIGHT 2018*
**BUSOLA ELEGBEDE, COPYRIGHT 2018**
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